What Is This Crap?

I’m not announcing this blog to anyone, so if you stumbled across it, that’s not my fault. I will offer an explanation nonetheless.

I write a blog I’m more or less proud of (depending on the day). It’s dirty and dark and definitely x-rated. That’s my writing for the joy of writing. That’s my frolicking in the (moonlit) park. It practically writes itself, and leaves me feeling happy and light.

Then there’s my other writing. I don’t know what to call it. The writing that feels like a visit to the dentists, where a persistent and terrifying whine infects every moment. It’s not about my past or my present or my daydreams about lovers. It’s something I feel driven towards despite incredible, terrifying doubts.

It’s quite possibly the worst thing I’ve ever done.

Enjoy!

-Penny